Synopsis: Betty’s Bi Love dilemma; can a Bi be happily well loved?;
what is Bi exactly?; where does Bi come from?; Bi or gay?, more Bi males
or females?; can you become Bi; Bi’s and marriage?; are you ready for a
more Bi world?; can Bi love be healthy, real love?
Betty’s ‘Bi’ Love Dilemma
“What am I to do? I am madly in love with an
astonishing man but I’m also passionately, deeply in love with an
absolutely wonderful woman.
Not only that but they both are incredible
in bed, although really different from each other! But it’s a whole lot
more than just sex, its romance and it’s being able to talk with each
other and hanging out, it’s everything. I so want them both, and I
can’t give either one of them up. Do I have to choose? There are other
problems though. What will my children think? Then there’s my parents
and family, and I have some really conservative friends, and what about
my neighbors when my lovers visit, and do I dare talk this over with my
preacher? Am I headed toward disaster? Is there any way all this can
work?
Both of them are starting to hint about marriage. What in the
world am I going to do about that? Do I introduce them to each other
and see if we can try to be some kind of threesome? As a bisexual can I
be happy and well loved or am I doomed to always be in some kind of
big, bad, love mess?” These and many other such questions drove Betty to
seek help for her ‘Bi’ dilemma. Can you guess how she came to resolve
her dilemma? Study what comes next and see if you can figure it out.
Can ‘Bi’s’ be happily well loved?
In answer to this question I have heard a ‘Bi’ say,
“Yes, definitely. We, who are Bi, can be far better loved than most
people because we have all the joys and everything else a male and a
female lover can give. From my point of view that’s twice as good as
what straight or gay people get”. I have also heard ‘Bi’s’ say things
like, “For me being Bi is absolute hell because both my partners want me
to pick one of them and give up the other. They’re always pulling and
tugging at me and there’s just way too much drama. Every time I try to
choose one I end up going back the other way. It seems endless”.
For Bi’s who can choose both loves, and continue to be chosen by
both, it can be wonderful but very, very busy. Bi people with two
lovers also talk of their situation being quite demanding and often
exhausting. However, breakups often are rather easier because there is
always the other lover already in place offering comfort and solace.
Thus, there are seldom abandoned or all alone situations.
Some Bi’s live happily in a married lifestyle with one lover while
frequently seeing their other lover. Quite a few seem to try living as a
threesome, or each living under a different roof but getting together
frequently both as twosomes but also regularly as a threesome. Various
forms of open marriage are tried and there are some who secretly live
in larger group marriages. It is thought quite a few Bi’s take part in
polyamore affiliations.
The truth is, just like gays and heterosexuals,
some live happily, some live sort of mediocre and some repeatedly are
in relationship struggles and agony. I think mostly it has do with
whether or not the people involved know how to do healthy, real love
with one another, or not. Then there are those people who are bisexual
but they cannot break out of their family and cultural heterosexual
training, so they forever are battling to live “traditionally” or what
gets called ‘normally’ but often that doesn’t work out well.
“Yes” is the short answer to the questions “can Bi’s live happily,
well loved” and a considerable number do, especially if they learn and
practice healthy, real love but it also is true that there are Bi’s that
don’t.
What Is ‘Bi’ Actually?
‘Bi’ is a term relating to two different but often
integrated phenomena. One has to do with sex and the other to romantic
love. It might be better if there was wide usage of a term like
Bi-Amore along with the word bisexual. Bi-Amore refers to a
relationship which is characterized by mutual deep care, emotional
intercourse and intimacy, kindness, precious interaction, shared feeling
at every level, high personal valuing of one another, and joy and
happiness in the well being of one another – or in a word, LOVE.
Therefore, it is not so much about sex as it is about healthy, real love
being given and received.
Some people, it seems, are sexually attracted to both males and
females naturally. Some people naturally, romantically form a ‘couple’s
type’ love relationship with people of either or both genders. There
seem to be those who only will experience spousal mate love with people
of one gender but find both genders sexually enjoyable. There are those
who can have a close, bonded, intimate spouse-like love with one gender
but they want sex with the other gender. Those who can have a spousal
love with two genders but sex with only one gender also exist. The term
‘Bi’ and the word bisexual can be and is applied to all of these.
Where Does ‘Bi’ Come from?
The available scientific evidence today points to there naturally being a
certain percentage of people who are ‘Bi’. This natural percentage of
‘Bi’s’ also seems to occur in quite a few species. Not only that but
there are species that are heterosexual part of the time, homosexual
part of the time and bisexual part of the time. Among humans some
researchers suggest everyone is it least a little bit ‘Bi’. By one
definition, the term bisexual is everyone who ever has had any sexual
attraction feelings toward both, any male and any female. ‘Bi’,
therefore, is everyone, subconsciously if not consciously – or so the
thinking goes. People who have close, intimate, natural love for both
males and females have been considered ‘Bi’ or Bi-Amore by some. In any
case, the simple answer is all types of sexual preference, and love
preferences too, probably come from nature.
Bi or Gay?
For a while it was popular in some circles for
people to believe all ‘Bi’ people really were homosexual and were in
denial or disguise. Recent research disagrees. The available
scientific evidence says there are many species, including humans, who
are born with a natural, mate-bonding proclivity to both genders.
More Bi Males or Females?
No one knows for sure but there is evidence
suggesting more females than males are becoming OK with bisexual and
bi-amore involvement. Perhaps they have a ‘bi’ component in their
personality or genetics, or they just might be more willing to
experiment with different sexual and love relationships. Then again,
they just could be born more sexually flexible. Traditionally males get
more anti-homosexual training than women and that may play a big role
here also.
Can You Become Bi?
In some people their Bi nature seems to emerge later in life after having
lived heterosexual or homosexual for many years. Some people try being
Bi when they learn their spouse or lover wants them to do so. Some of
them like it and keep desiring Bi experiences and some do not, while
still others can ‘take it or leave it’. Naturally those who have a good
first Bi experience are more prone to having other Bi experiences.
Those who have bad experiences, especially two or three in a row, tend
not to attempt additional Bi experiences.
It appears that a fair number of people who experience strong,
intimate love for someone of their own gender and also have a lover of
the opposite gender often engage in threesomes which may later change to
at least occasional twosomes with both. There are quite a few who will
engage in what might be called the homosexual part of being bi only
when their opposite gender partner is present and participating.. To
get the flavor of this listen to Blake. “I tried being Bi because I
love my wife so much, and she got the most turned on being with two men,
and especially watching two men ‘get it on’ with each other. She also
gets turned on by women, just like me, so quite often we are sexual with
other Bi couples.
When we date other couples it’s likely we will all
‘get it on’ with everybody, every which way. Neither one of us would
ever do anything without the other being there too because that just
wouldn’t be exciting or satisfying. I don’t think I could genuinely
love or lust for another guy like she might, and I think she’s pretty
much the same, so none of this is really homosexual, it’s all just part
of being Bi the way we do it.”
So, the short answer here seems to be “yes” you might be able to
become sort of semi-Bi if you wanted to and tried hard enough. However,
probably for the majority of Bi’s their Bi-ness has a natural, genetic
basis.
What about Bi’s and Marriage?
Listen to Smitty who said, “I was so happy to find
out my wife was bisexual. I’m one of those guys who just has to have
sex with other women. So years ago Kate, my wife, and I went looking
for other females, and since then we’ve been sharing sex with several,
and with one it’s grown into a real, lasting, love relationship”. And
listen to Molly. “Like a lot of other bisexuals I know, I live in what
outwardly looks like a traditional marriage but secretly it’s not
traditional at all. I got into having sex with both males and females
in college and it just sort of continued that way. It works great with
my husband, and it seems to work pretty good for our Bi couple friends
too”.
It appears that especially a lot of younger Bi people live outside
legal marriage but inside psychological marriage. There are some who
seem to be legally married to one person but in a love sense
psychologically are married to another. Some, of course, have a lot of
trouble with marriage especially when their spouse cannot accept their
Bi-ness; while others sort of are mixed about it, and still others do
fine. So, the brief answer is “yes” bisexuals can be happily married,
but there’s no guarantee.
Are You Ready for a More Bi World?
Bi-sexuality and Bi-love relationships either are on
the rise, or more are coming out into the light of the world, according
to some who study this sort of thing. Some marriage counselors report
hearing more couples revealing Bi desires or affairs. Some family
therapists talk about family counseling in which a family member talks
about their Bi relationships. More people, both male and female, in
individual therapy seem to be wondering about their own sexual
preferences – one of which is being Bi. College counselors are running
into more Bi relationship issues, especially among female students.
Being Bi is easier to disguise because half of it is very
heterosexual, but as homosexuality becomes more acceptable so does being
Bi. Consequently bi-sexuality may show up more in general awareness.
We have to look at the fact that much of the world is very couple
oriented and not at all designed for open Bi-ness. What this will mean
for our societal and cultural future is an issue just beginning to be
pondered.
Can Bi Love Be Healthy, Real Love?
Alice said, “We just celebrated our 30 years
together, 25 of which have been spent living Bi. We’ve raised our kids
and they are healthy, productive, happy, young adults. Bob said, “We
run a successful business together, travel around the world, have
donated thousands of hours and dollars to worthy charities, and by every
way you can think of have been successful; not that we haven’t had some
problems but we’ve overcome them as three loving people working
together.” Carol said, “We are so caring, and so close, and so in love
with each other that I don’t think it could be better.” Alice, Bob and
Carol answered the question, can bi love be healthy, real love with a
resounding “Yes”. There, of course, are others who would answered with a
resounding “No”, it didn’t work for them (just like is true in all
forms of love relating). So, what do you think?
Remember Betty and her dilemma from the first paragraph. She
resolved her dilemma in a somewhat unexpected way. She summed it up
saying, “About 2 months into counseling I realized I actually just was
infatuated with both my lovers. It wasn’t real love, it was a kind of
false love. Now I’m in a pretty traditional, heterosexual relationship,
full of healthy, real love. It’s so different than infatuation.
There’s more kindness, deep communication, delightful compatibility, and
the tender, precious feelings are so plentiful. Well, as you can see,
Bi’s like everyone else can be deceived by false forms of love and
Betty’s resolution is another way things can turn out.
As always – Go and Grow with Love
Dr. J. Richard Cookerly
♥ Love Success Question
How do you want to see yourself respond to someone who’s very
personable, admirable, attractive and inviting you into a Bi experience?